Sometimes it's good to plan far, so you can get prepared for what's coming;
Sometimes it's just better not too think too far ahead, cause it might just leave you in anxiety.
I choose to close my eyes and listen to the shepherd's voice, for I know that will lead me to the fountain of life and richness in His bliss.

I can't see clearly what's ahead of me, and nothing seems to be going in a pleasant direction. I feel completely insecure, I feel alone taking on the whole world. Within me is filled with solitude and unspoken sorrows from what life has to offer. I am really scared, as if I am walking on a steel wire, that I don't know how much further I can run this race. Yet within me there is also a beacon of light, who is the one who has experienced and conquered all these yet stayed Holy. He said that there is nothing to worry about tomorrow because God is a God of providence, and I should seek first His kingdom and all will be given to me. He alone walked the way to crucification and bear the cross that no one else can bear for the sake of people He loved, yet He is not alone, for God is with Him. He said that life has nothing to offer, for the world is a sinful world and our life is a sinful life, hence we have to be renewed in Christ and the gospel will offer us what we really need. He shown me that by myself I can't run this race, but if I have faith in the one who found me and sent me, entrust myself into His guidance, I will eventually find the strength to complete it. I have to keep on remind myself of His Holy presence. He is Jesus Christ. The Messiah that will surely and definitely lead us to the promised land, the guarantor that lead us into the kingdom of God. I pray that my heart will praise Him, forever and ever. Even when my heart is hardened and became rock, I pray that God will raise even the hardest rock to praise Him! Worthy is His name. Amen.