God will make a way

It's been so long since I have posted anything on this blog. It's not that it has died off or something, but there are just lots of things that i don't know how to put it in words and say it out. Anyways, I shall focus on my exams now and think about other stuff later.

Somehow I'm losing confidence in myself, I really have no confidence in doing well in anything, but it ended up helping me to rely more on God in prayers. One of my friend posted "Emptying ourselves means allowing God to fill in"; I guess this is how God show grace to me through this exam.

Have been praying for church people, leaders and various aspects of church ministries, and I really enjoyed it. Speaking of that, I sent prayer requests to people that I have great trust and love in, and I believe that they will pray for me! :) In all, God will make a way right? yeah God will. He will! I tell myself that my heart needs to be strong, powered by faith, such that I can last through hard times and not be crushed. When I was worried about things, an important friend didn't say much but replied "don't worry!". At that moment I wanted to say so much, but before I said anything I realize it's all meaningless words, cause if I truly believe in the one true God, then the problems are no problem. Thus, I replied a simple "ok!". Thankyou (If you happen to see this someday)! Compared to many in church, I feel really disappointed in myself of what small faith I have, but I shall just pray for it and trust that God will help me to grow in faith.